Friday, July 24, 2009

July 20-26....BIRTHDAYS!!!

This week, I have some confessions to make. Every day, I get sleepy in his subject. I don’t know why but he is always making jokes and my classmates laugh at him. Is something wrong with me that I don’t laugh at him and I always get sleepy on his subject? I know for myself that I laugh really hard to the small jokes that may classmates are making even before when I was in second year but why can’t I understand this guy and why can’t I enjoy laughing with my classmates. He is always introducing his product to us but I don’t care that much about it. I am already getting bored at him. I love the subject and I try to understand the subject but it is not worth it to listen. I just smile to his joke even though it is not funny. I know Vita Plus is good for our health and immune system but when he is the one indorsing it, I lost interest to the product. I don’t know but I think I will fail that particular subject. I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feeling but I have to let it all out. I will still observe myself if I can change this bad habit of mine for him…Please Lord, help me change.

We also don't have Chemistry for the whole week which made me happy because we can make our homework and eat lunch earlier than the intended time... We also had our long test in Social Studies which is very hard for me and I don’t know what my score is because we didn’t check it.

I like birthdays because that is the special days that our parents worried to give birth to us and be successful. Happy birthday to the following person: Ma’am Arceo, we celebrated her birthday last July 20. She is our Math III teacher, I don’t know how old she is but she still looks young. Ma’am Arceo treated the teachers red ribbon cake which is very thoughtful of her because even though she doesn’t to treat them and she want it to rain (so no classes), she still insist to treat the teachers…:D. We sang really hard for her. One of my best friends, Judy from III-Nitrogen, also celebrated her birthday last July 23. Judy is very kind, smart and very thoughtful. She is the ideal best friend. You will not look for another one when you get to know her. Even though my past life is rough and I am befriended with friends who I know who let me down, she is there to pull me back up and lead me on the right path. Carisse from III-Nitrogen celebrated her birthday on July 24. I only know her for a year when we were first year. She is also kind, smart, hardworking and quiet. I think she can go a long way and will have some good friends in the future.

I also made articles for the “Ang Molekyuls” newspaper. Ma’am Lenny wants a different type of articles. She wants a horror story and I am the one assigned to it and it is a big and great honor if it is printed in the feature column…I think the reason why Ma’am Lenny wants a horror story because she won in the drawing competition, Ate Shiela from fourth year said she was not good in drawing and they were laughing at her drawing. But I don’t believe her, because how come she won and proud of it if she is not good in drawing. But I think it is the thoughts inside and creativity and the originality of the whole this is the reason of her proud victory…

Sunday, July 19, 2009

July 13-19 "DECOCTION BAD LUCK INDUCTION!!!"

Of all my years, today is the most unlucky week of my life. You will find out later.

Thanks to Typhoon Isang, we could go home earlier and finished our assignments we were dismissed earlier in the afternoon, 3:00 pm. It was strange because it was raining very hard and we don’t have any signal alert. I hate it because I left my umbrella at home and I have to borrow others umbrella. I feel wet and my shoes are all wet.
Thanks to this event because we didn't have our afternoon subjects, especially our AP subject. This week, the induction of officers was held in the Gymnasium on a rainy afternoon. Many bands showed their skills. Our sections band “Reminiscence” played and I think it is not so great. The III-Nitrogen’s band “Between Benevolence” played “That’s What You Get” by Paramore, in their band; Lara Pacumio sung it very well. I was not expecting a good performance from her but WOW she is really good. The fourth years also performed with their band and they are good also.

With the entire periodic test I had, this third is the most unlucky year ever. Honestly I totally failed in the entire subject. I don’t know what to do. I want to cry or breakdown or kill myself. I know for myself that I study hard but why did I failed. I also took the test in Mapeh III while my neck is aching. The nurse said that avoid fatty and salty foods or else. It really aches so much while I am taking the test. The Mapeh test is hard and with my neck aching I can’t concentrate…Haizt. And after school, a lot of sermons I heard from my mom to do better and get my grades up, a whole lot of sermons but I only need the parent signature.

A terrible thing happen, when I finished my Suring Basa (to be pass on Monday), our printer is broken….Oh no, there is no more computer shop open…I went to school and explain to ma’am that our printer is broken and can I pass it later lunch. It is a good thing that ma’am understand. It was raining; I fought the rain and wind just to print my project outside…YES!!! I passed it. But the bad luck has just begun, I prepared so many days and so many nights just to finish my Home Reading Report that is to be passed on July 17 and before the day of saving and printing it to Naic, our computer can’t be open. We approach an engineer and said that he can’t fix it because he doesn’t have the necessary tools to fix it so I suffer writing it with my bare hands. Honestly my hand writing is bad but I hope ma’am can understand. I am very, very, very disappointed.

A memorandum from DepEd arrived this week saying that because of the diseases such as influenza, dengue, diarrhea and AH1N1, we are requested to bring packed lunch.

Also my baby sister is in Grade 4 now in Bucal Elementary School and honestly she is very dependent. She always wants us to make her projects so that she will be high but we have our own work. I try to explain to her that you must make your own work for you to be independent and because we are all busy. In the end, I did all of her project but I don’t blame her because she has many projects and each of them is hard to make.

Saturday and our computer is still broken, so we went to Naic to another engineer. I can tell from his look that he is good and well prepared. He fixed it and said that the mother board had been corrupted by BIOS (don’t know what is the meaning and you can’t find the meaning you want in the dictionary because I think it is a computer term). We also let him see our printer and said that the printer cannot be fixed because the thing broken is the power supply and he used the term “disposable” to the printers…OUCH!!! But that is not a hard part, bringing it to him and bringing it home is not that easy I tell you. It is much harder than it looks and we only commute. It is heavy and big.

Another thing, in Chemistry, ma’am gave us an experiment to be done at home…Making a decoction of boiled ginger, sampaloc leaves and calamansi leaves like a tea or as they call it “salabat”. All of us have to make and drink all of it. When I first smelled it, I was brave and eager to taste it because I though it would taste like iced tea but I was wrong, terribly wrong because it is spicy in the throat until in the stomach. I though I am going to vomit. My stomach went upside down and will never be the same again.

In addition to my bloopers, I have many problems at home and in school. At home, my mother and father are always getting angry for the small mistakes I had and in school it is the grades I am worried. I can’t take it if I will be kick out of this school. And this blog is also posses and hard because when I was making this blog you are reading right now, it took me 3 nights and 2 days to make this post. Do you know why? Because when I was typing this, when I try to publish this post, the connection was reset and I have to repeat the whole thing. I am very depressed and I tried to remember all that I have written. The cramming I experience to make this blog is so intense.

I think this is one of my longest posts ever…

Saturday, July 11, 2009

July 6-12 "DOOMSDAY 1.1"

At last the end of the world has come. After months of studying and trying to do the best, the periodic test for the first quarter has arrived. I am very nervous and somehow scared because I know I did my best that I can but there is something bugging me inside that this will result to a terrible thing…Oh no, I don’t know what should I do. I think I lost my confidence that week and without my confidence I am nothing. We didn't have our exam in MAPEH and I'm very happy because that means less subject to study.

We had our Research Symposium this Friday and I was so inspired by our great speaker. Our guest speaker, Dr. Rodolfo S. Treyes, is really an expert in the field of Research from Japan. I really enjoyed it and I have fun with his stories joke that is true fact and true to life. He is not boring at all while I am lecturing notes for my future needs. Sometimes I can’t get his point because of his deep terms but it is ok because I have friends to comfort me. That symposium relieved me from stress after the hard work from the periodic test.

I know I did my best in our periodical test but I think my best is not good enough so I hope I can pass at least some exam because I can see it now that I will be in misery. I want to stop the time and skip that day.

The periodic test is so hard that not only tears came out of my eyes, also blood. NOSEBLEED!!! I am saying this because when I wan in elementary, I often have nosebleed when my nose is bump or it is a hot day.

There is nothing to say....All we know, we need to pass or out of this school....

Friday, July 3, 2009

June 29-July 5 "Panic, End of Gurren Laggan"

Looking forward in learning Spanish but it turned out that only some can enroll in the Spanish class because the teacher who will teach Spanish is lacking...I change my mind though when it turned out that the schedule for Spanish class will be the time of recess in the afternoon, meaning no recess!!! And I don’t like that...

I know that the first periodic test for the first grading period is close but I didn't know that it will be next week...HAIZT....Panic!!! because I have to study a lot or else its the end of the world...We also had many projects like home reading report, LSB (lingguhang suring basa), suring basa and term paper for the fourth grading period with the story William Shakespeare "Romeo and Juliet"(don’t like sad ending and love story)

When my third year of high school began, I was expecting a lot of serious thoughts and more brain draining because of many activities, schoolmates and teachers but this week is very different. This week we celebrated Maxime's birthday...I'm not sure how old is he but I think he is 15 years old...We celebrate his birthday with a lot of singing, raining(with lightning:D) and a whole lot of ice cream....We also had many activities especially in PE. We performed the physical fitness test. I am very tired because we ran and cover the whole ground of the campus four times...We also help the bulletin board outside and the student corner inside, it is not finish yet but we can see already that we worked hard, its very creative and artistic...I just remember, we also played with a lot frogs in the school ground...Every time we clean the front of Maliksi building, we can see a lot of frogs. I liked playing with it because it is so cute and tiny in the size of a timble (note: were not killing and hurting the frog MUCH!!!)

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, Ma’am Adeth Lim is absent for almost a week because her husband had dengue...SCARY!!!

NOTE: Try to relate it with your life...
This week was one of the most important week for me...My favorite anime "gurren laggan" ended...This anime really helps a lot to understand what is around you, teach moral values and taught me about many fictional stuffs. This anime inspires the viewer a lot and hope it inspire also you...I finally know what my purpose in this world. Sometimes you have to sacrifice many valuable things. We use our power to just satisfy our own desire. All of us live and die because that is the cycle of life but while you are living we evolve not only physically but mentally. We have to make our life a history for the people to remember because when we get old, unfortunately we will be forgotten and we have to give our hopes and dreams to the next generation to improve this world. The cycle is like a spiral that digs through the earths crust, we don't know but maybe just maybe there a more living life form in this small universe from a big me that believes in everybody. I may be a fool but I know for myself that you are the one who is fooling yourself. Giving up and letting go is hard but we have to accept it. This anime may be fictional but we have to make our imagination wider. The digger is us, the anti spiral is the anti Christ and the spiral power is God. You don’t have to believe in this anime but believe in the one who believes in you. There are different ways of thinking but believe that you will not give up through thick and thin. Believe the unexpectable that you can reach your goal..."My drill will make a hole to the universe for the dreams of those who fall and the hopes the people who will fall, that is the gurren brigade way. Can I do this? Of course I can, who do you think I am!!!" (These are only some words or lines that inspires me in my everyday living, I am glad I got the chance to share it with you)