Sunday, June 21, 2009

June 15-21 Breakdown

You can't deny that once in a lifetime, you experience some tremendous breakdown...Like the whole world came crashing down...I don't know about you guys but I think all of us have problem even if it's small or not....I think now is the time for me that I did some advise...I don't know but I think I am feeling left out!!! I don't want to share this personally but the net is the only way I can express myself...

I am very irritated with my mother....She is always saying do this and do that and a lot of yelling....I'm fooling myself because I am always being scolded...Honestly, my baby sister has more power than me....It all begun one night, my sister always want the best for....My baby sister's teacher tell them to "draw" a portrait about lines. My baby sister told my mother that she wants to use coloring pen(the one like a marker with different colors) instead of crayons...But my mother is so busy that she ask me to find that coloring pen...I couldn't disagree because she is my mother...Bad timing for me because I have a lot of assignments in Advanced Statistics, English, Chemistry, Physics, Music(need to drawn but I'm not good at drawing), Filipino and AP which is a think it took two, three and four chapter.....HAIZT....I don't know where I will look for that coloring pen since I haven't seen it when I was in first year....But I still tried to find it even though my little sister is not very friendly (I tried to be nice but it just leave me to a frustrating life)....I didn't find it but unfortunately I'm not finish with my homeworks...I tried to finish it as fast as I can and I slept late.....That is my life, always scolded that is why I just try to do my best in school so that teachers will be grateful but when I arrive home favoritism is my worst problem....

But I still love my mother. I think this is just a bump in a road that will lead to my success. In the future, we will forgive each other and say sorry for the bad things I did. When I follow my mother, the road will be smoothly like a wax floor. I love their parents because they give me so much love and I want to return that love to them someday. A thought just came into my mind when I am doing this blog, “I should follow my parents not because they are always right but because they have more experiences of being WRONG”…HAHAHA…It is a nice thought and you can’t deny it:D

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