Monday, March 22, 2010

February 8-14 SM Rosario with friends on Valentines

This week, we went to SM Rosario (it is my first to go there because it was just recently build and I wasn’t able to go there when it was it’s grand opening}. I’m with my best friend and it’s our first time. We bought a lot of things. I bought a really cool shirt color red. I saw a rocking black and white polo, I really want to buy it but it’s not fitted in me, I ask the sales lady if she has other size of this polo and she said none so I’m really disappointed. We also bought a lot of “pasalubong”, fruits and other foods…We decided to eat at the food court. After we ate I saw this awesome guitar in the shop, I really want to buy it but it is so expensive, I cant afford so T_T…there is also bands playing…We also went to national bookstore and bought some school supplies…We were really fascinated because there are a lot of bears, chocolates and other valentines item…What really caught our attention are the rings they are selling…We bought each ring to represent our friendship XD
Valentines Day, for me the most awkward Valentines Day. I’m hopeless, I’m a joke T_T…I want to put my feelings in this paragraph; this is the only way to express it…
All I know is that I'm not quite ready to let go of the past. I have so much to show. I just need a sign from you that you think of me. If you don’t the just say so because all I do is think of you. It’s really wearing me out and wearing me down. This valentine is nothing but frowns for me T_T Who would have thought that someone like me could have fallen in love so easily. It sounds really crazy but all I do is think of you.
…I have other nose bleeding paragraphs… I made them when I feel I’m lonely, depressed or something to be inspired of…
why are we so innocent?...we are here now but what about tomorrow, our future maybe bright or not but we still keep on living to have each of our dream to be fulfilled...standing here now so innocent that we don’t know what will happen in the future...its true that truth is stranger than fiction, don’t let go because I’m right here beside you even you know that the truth hurts so much just keep on smiling...your smile that brightens my night sky, like a starry night...I’m happy looking up that sky, that same sky that we know…I learn to control myself but is it enough? Is it enough to like even casual things, ordinary things that are dear to me? a flower, your flower has blossomed in my heart...I’m like this I think because I want to see you, just want to see you…hug you so tight even thought the more we're together, the lonelier we get...lets hold each other's hand and close our eyes and maybe, just maybe, this sadness will fade away and everything will be fine...so again, don’t let go, don't let go of that hand because I’m right here beside you....
I consider them a hobby since my girlfriend dumped me last second year….it’s hard to move on so to passed the time I made thinks like this…I keep them to remember the feelings I had before and sometimes I even amazed myself…I have more but some are really personal…

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